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1st post of 2011

2011-08-30T03:33:00.005+08:00

Hi people. I think i will use back this old blog with a little bit of editing.
Just manage to change some of the template and its already 3.30am.
Going to slp and post about my bangkok trip when i am awake ~
cya.

11 month with pui puiut

2009-10-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO. happy 11month dear. recently have been playing online game almost 14 out of the 24 hour a day. however i did not neglect my pui wife. xD haha. went out with her and off to eat her favourite yuki yaki. seeing her eat is already a delight and thats make my day. she got an unique chubby face that i love most. xD and one more month to 1year. she is becoming more and more like my cute little wife. love u lao po! =D

10 months

2009-09-21T21:33:00.004+08:00

19/09/09 HI. its 10 month anniversary with may. Recently i am too busy because of many outing and so now then have the time to update. On our ten month anniversary, woke up around 3pm and realized that we are too late for either the buffet at nihon mura or the trip to jurong bird park. so in the end we slack till around 6 and went out to have our small but sweet celebration. =) first i got to announce that this pui tou care really much about the food rather then what we are going to do. lOls. we spend a long time deciding what to eat at home and even at town we are still talking about what to eat. We end up eating thai express at heren because we are too hungry to walk to the other place to find a good buffet dinner. oh ya bfore that we took our usual monthly neo print and i got to say that the machine sux because it somehow make my eyes become fake. but may's eyes stay the same. when i tell may, she said that it is because the machine cant detect my eyes -.- too small. WTH. haha. kaes so thats sum up our happy 10 month. after all this went back to my place together with her and home sweet home. 20/09/09 nothing much happened today. morning woke up and then around noon time dear went to meet her mum for some shopping at suntech. For me i went to work for singtel, i got to say work at that particular place is horrible. its non stop action got to chiong non stop for the sales of the card. but the paid is good $.$ since it public holidae. 14 per hour. 21/09/09 Today is another great day, although yesterday nite didnt sleep well. my aunt from malaysia came to my house and so they stay in my room. i slept around 3am at the damn sofa in my living room making me feeling so stiff. woke up and play a game of dota and went to jurong bird park with dear. its not a long time spend there but its well spend i should say. we got the fun we want and we see the things we like. but then the smell at there is not so appealing, i remember there is a place that filled with huge and strong smell of salted fish. went to the bird park and watch two of their bird show. i prefer the bird prey show rather then the bird buddies show because of the handsome looking birds like the eagle and vulture. After that went out with my aunt and have a short dinner at jurong east before sending my girl home. =) my small little girl please believed in us and together we will have a future. =D

10 month

2009-09-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

ninth month!~!!~!~~~~~

2009-08-19T22:22:00.003+08:00

HI! ! ! nine sweet months have pass by but today the trip makes me feel like we have jus dated.
lol. the time with puitou is spend with joy and laughter. first after my gem GG test i went to meet her.
seeing her humburger face really brighten my day up from the misery test. haha. and then we procced on to have our lunch at yuki yaki. today the food was good because my ah may behave well when eating. keep cook for me and put it in my plate. lol. thats rare ok! HAHA. oh ya and no doubt she is also busy stuffing food into her burger face. and i remember one occasion wheen i just wan her to smell my food because it smell nice. but when i put it near her and tell her to smell it. its already in her moouth. -.- LOL. After the enjoyable lunch went to catch a movie at marina. Till now i dont even knw the title of it. about war i think. and then this pui may start to complain and imitate me and give comments about the movie when the movie is still screening.... --, haha. after the movie went to our unique shopping spree. LOl. we got our own rountine in town and we love doing it =D lOl. went to a drink shop at ION and bought a green milk tea. sat near at the train station crapping and playing, lol. we actually use the pearl to make a mole on our face. i started it first and then as usual she start to copy me. and make numerous attempt to stick the pearl on her chubby face. LOL!~ its holy cute xD thats the end of our wonderful 9th month. !~

8 months with puitou

2009-07-18T22:44:00.004+08:00

HIHI. its going to be 8 month. one hour from now. haha. and it seem that i am updating lesser and lesser as days pass by. hmmm. my life is close to perfection and still happiness are always there. during my pri sch times i got a crush on selina. and now no more crush but then somehow i think the chubby cheek of her resemble her. but of cause i know after reading this someone will sure say something like : What? u treat me as her ! and u like selina and the etc. lOl! but i am just telling u that , u are my all time fav pui tou . haha! HAPPY 8 months together!~ 2morrow is a celebration. opps!~ before i forget, today puitou cook dinner for me and of cause it was DELICIOUS! no more sian tang. u knw what is it. HAHAHA. thanks babe~ =D

for my mst i failed 2 of my module. and thats not surprising, many of my classmate failed too. but then somehow i think i am really going from bad to worst for my studies. jus grad without repeating can le. hopefully.

7th month~

2009-06-19T11:13:00.002+08:00

its the 7th month!~ =D hi. my blog is rotting. today is the 7th month with ah may and we are going to yuki yaki to makan then catch a movie and etc. times really will fly if u are in a world of yours. hmmm. lets compare the past and present. one things i must say is definetely we both have change. last time i remember when ah may is going to scold me she will say something like no lah i bu she de to scold u. but now, without 2nd thought she can use use her feet to attack me. -.- lOls. of cause i didnt remain like the past too. i think i have become a much better guy to ah may. right? xD

and i totally forget about the fact that when sch reopen there are at least 5 paper waiting for me. and more than half of it i have nvr really understand the module at all. emath, ematerial and ed and emd. -.- ok time to stop. the last week shld be the week that i am going to study. pray hard i pass all again.

in the holidae i keep thinking. what i have and don have. i wish for more but too lazy to work on it. like for my academic part. i dont think i can really do well with the attitude i have but then still i would like to remain like this. . . . . . and i want to be something a bit different from my usual self. like getting involved more to the society and the world rather than staying at home and going out among my clique. BUT still i am too lazy to move. okok. thats all. BYE~ happy 7th month my AH HUM =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

6th month!~

2009-05-19T22:31:00.007+08:00

HI PEOPLE~~ I AM BACK. ITS OUR 1/2year, 6months, roughly 200 days together! =D meet humtou around 3 and then headed to eat our hot garden. hmmm. as usual she is being a naughty girl. and i am the one that is taking charge of the prawns shell again -.- the happy thing is everytime we eat together she always show her noobness out. we went to take our dessert and this girl make a full hill of ice in her bowl and jus one teespoon of syrup. not only that the way she pick up the ingredient is hilarous. she pilled everythings on top of the ice and make it overflow. while she is walking back to her sit she actually drop so many things on the floor. -___- there is one moment that i really enjoy which is seeing her face being really expressive. lOls! the way she tell me to eat my tau pok is =DDD
hehe~

as usual we took our 6th neoprint together. hahaha. since 1st month till now.
and things have change to the better =D after eating went to walk around and
boughts things for ourself and back home. a memorable day with my ah may again! =D

ya and recently getting quite hooked up with the scratch card games. i think for this week i already bought like 30 or more and in the end i lost like 10 bucks? and ya i also buy toto and 4d.
i don really gamble but then somehow i feel like doing it for this week. dont know the reason too.
and i was always jus an inch of winning it. lols! but promise wont be a addictive gambler.

now i am going to talk about some things about sch. a real asshole is someone who admit that he himself is an asshole. was rather pissed to hear so many things about me. and i dont know the reason why a man can actually be such a pussy that goes around spreading his own claims to so many people. i mean for goodness sake why will i ps my friend and in what position u are in to judge me and criticise me. pls mind your own f business bfore u step into mine. being silence does not mean i don know what is going on and so pls if u saw this better shut the crap out. u got your right to say me and i also got my right to respond to your craps.

lets end of with a happy tonee HAPPY 6TH Month dear =D we will last.!

lovely genting trip with my humtou ~

2009-04-19T23:11:00.010+08:00

GENTING~~~~

At chin swee temple.

HI! i am back~ came back from 3day 2 nite genting trip not long ago. went there with my dearest ah hum. hmmm. set off in the morning at 7am. the trip there was like 7hour but isnt boring at all. cos ah hum is there! hehe hehe hehehe... (ah may u knw this)! so the first thing done there was booking in. got into the room put our stuff and out we go to our exciting tour.

1st the people we met there. first person that leave an impression is a bangala guy. i think he is in his 20s and he is on his own walking and taking pictures. then he saw us and offer to help us to take our picture. friendly isnt it ? but thats not all. he got even friendlier, he ask me to take pictures of him and so i did since he help us earlier on. then more friendly till the extent that he pass the digital camera to my gf and took a picture of me with his hand on my shoulder and sitting really close to me. -.- then the exciting part! he rush off toward my gf and then took a 1second glance on the picture then his tail came out of his butt. he want to take a picture with my gf and i assume that the posture will be there same. WTF him.. an asshole.

2nd not so much to say just some old man that try to scam our $. he ask us for help and i reply ya? next he tell us he is not asking for money just a ticket back to kl. -_- isnt it the same. i don care is it real or what but even if its real y he can come here and don have the $ to go back.

3rd a freaking fatso woman. she bang on to my may and they collide together. and that fatso still dare to scold my ah may -_-. this accident kind of turn off our mood in the theme park. damn this fat pig.

and there are more, like some random passer by that help us to take pictures and guide us through our queries. special thanks to the couple, one korean guy, bus uncle and some good heart people. =] without them our trip would be a much tougher one. but there are oso people that totally pissed us off. most of them are from the sales line, their working attitude is like bochap. just do for the sick of it. no special thanks for them. lol.

and here are the wonderful moment... ! ! ! ! !
the trip there was like 7 hour and when we are moving up the mountain to the top i keep telling my ahmay to take a look at the tibits we brought there cause it will kind of enlarge. and my ahmay did not really impressed by that but still she put up a good respond still =) so nice~ haha..

inside the snow city. =D the freezing butt incident. we went into the snowy world that is like -4degree and its like freezing. walk and play around and the noob may jean is too skimpy so she keep telling me to pull it up for her. lOl!!! hmmm. ok the butt incident start here. i was in my own world playing and forget about her skimpy jean. lOl! i pull her down lying onto the icy floor with me and she was like no no no! my butt!!! its freezing and numb.. lOl! and i took 3min to laugh myself out before helping her. then she took her revenge and start the snow ball attack. For once she threw it right into my eyes! lol. wth mannn... its kind of pain but then the fun took over it.. =p but i guess getting hit by tiny ice is better than having ice on the buttock. lOl! =D

finding a buffet restaurant, haha. this ah may here was kind of pissed off by those people that provide info for us. because we took about 2 hour to find and in the end we didnt have buffet for our lunch. haha! we did found one but the timing isnt right for us so in the end we went into a restaurant call hainan cuisine. ah may order beef horfun and for me i order chickenchop with an extra bowl of rice. my food come like 35min after may food being served. and the damn bowl of rice cost 5bucks. the chicken chop its like 18 le and then that bowl of rice still cost 5bucks and plus the waiting time its like ! WTH.. to make things worst that guy that respond to me asking y is it so long give me a freaking face that showed. wait or just get lost. -.- but still we filled our stomach and went off happily... =]

in the hotel room when we are going to sleep. lOl. she get a lecture from me for being like a scary cat. hmmm. ke lian de may may was like keep feeling kind of strange when she first enter the room. she said she dont feel comfortable with a mirror right beside our bed. haha. and for me i didnt really sense the wierdness. so i tell may come on we are here to enjoy. and assure her that nothing strange is happening. in the end she listen to me and be a guai girl but at nite, she still on the tv and light while we are sleeping. zZzZ! lol. so its like the 2 nite we spend there we slept with the light and the tv on. =_= lol! & then still this ah may keep tell me to slp after her but i cant tahan and in the end i always doze off. and when i wake up she will complian like xZxZxzZZ~ hahaha. she said that the tv was kind of sot in the middle of the nite and oso there are noise from the ceiling and i did notice about the tv but i don care because i was too tired to be scared. haha!

shopping! ah may bought me a yellow polo T. =DDD and right after that she said she want to return to the room. of cause i didnt let her. how can i accept a gift without buying one for her back. we shop around and i keep asking her want this? want that? in the end she keep rejecting me. T_T Finally we walk into a bag shop and i saw a really nice wallet and i knew its her type. i asked her i buy this for u kae? she thiam thiam, don dare to respond and show me her gong shy face. HAHAHA! this is so adorable~ my noob may. and so i bought it and oso we both bought a bag for our mum, exactly the same design and brand. haha. she oso get herself a bag and thats the end of the shopping part. =)

in the theme park, we went to the outdoor theme park and the first ride is a so so ride. just some high speed moving one. the 2nd one is the catch! haha. its the most enjoyable one to me and may. There are parts that bring us totally go mad, haha. i don knw how to describe it but trust me its an amazing ride. its like a 4sitter roller coaster that go all the way down at a height of 2 meter and then up again and on and on. haha. then the 3rd one is a scary one. in a dark and spooky place with skeletion jumping out and scare us. in the end its the huge rock that scare me and not the skeleton. haha. and for my ah may everything she see she scream. lol! =DDD last of all its the superman ride. its another high speed ride again that give us a 3time 360degree turn. freaking scary. feel like at anytime i could just bang onto something with a huge impact and die. LOL!

at chin swee temple. hahaha. this was intro by my sister. she tell me its a must to go there. because this temple is really nice and u can see clouds and feel it because its just so high up there. at first when we went there we didnt knw the name of it and i saw it and tell may that only chen swee people can go up there. lOl! we went there took loads of picture. one interesting things at there is the 18th level hell. the statue that they depict its like for every bad act u do u get punished. lol. and the punishment there is disgusting and gruesome. there were one stair there led to nowhere. i keep climbing and in the end it led me to a forest. ah may was too lazy to continue so she waited for me. but in the end i turn back cause i don want to enter the forest with may waiting for me and being so far from me. those pics will do the talking..

ps: pics are at the top.

last of all its in the pub. its was one day before her birthdae. haha. we went there to have a drink and then there is the band there is singing. there isnt a lot of people around that place. less than 20? and i gave ahmay a surprise! hahaha. i went up to the band and request them to sing a birthday song to my gf. i came back and tell may that i have ask them to give u a chance to go up and sing a song. she was like so scare and keep scolding me. hahaha! in the end the band sang for her and its like the whole place was for her. the band even sing song that bless both of us as a wonderful couple. ^.^ happy belated birthday!

There are more things to share and moments that can never forget. haha. ok time to slp. and today is my birthdae!!! =D so happy. ah may send me a link and 2morrow i may be skipping sch. lols. =D nite peeps. here are the link for the lovely card she sent me. xD lub u noob. http://www.123greetings.com/send/view/04220709506611213466

BACK~

2009-04-03T22:52:00.013+08:00

HI. haha. and here i am to post about myself. first today was a nice day. went to town thai express to have our lunch. and its so much fun again. this noob may told me to be high class because among us are all the rich angmoa. and so i did what i was told and just 5min after what she said she drop a lump of rice on my slipper. =_= haha! =D and its an expensive meal that cost 48bucks. Afterall it was a delicious and entertaining meal. and we recieved a advance birthday gift from them which is a red wine. its in my house now and someday i shall share it with my dearest ah may.

After our lunch went to catch mallcop. hmmm. the show is just a bit above average standard to me. its about a fat and clumsy cop that turn hero and find his true potential. and ya things didnt went right for my may. i play somepart of her disappointment. because there were loads of girls at town and at times i will look at them. bUt my dear, i swear it nothing more than just looking and i really love you. i am sorry for giving u the insecure feeling and uncomfortable hurt. so we decided to go home early as the day wasnt so pleasant after the movie.

ok. 2morrow i will be meeting her again! yEs. and its oour sports day, badminton time for us and my friend i guess. being with u is the greatest joy in my life, i swear and i mean it.

lets talk about how i spend my holidae. play games, slp, eat a lotssssss, gym once per 2 week and almost 70% of my time with my girl. hmmm. its a nice vacation for me but then again it can be better with some jobs on hand that generate $. sch starting on my birthday, is it gd or bad?

Here are some pics that we took for the memorable cycling trip at east coast park.
and noobmay trademark for the day, telling me to go away from her while she is cycling. -.- but i lUb it! =D

i love this noob pose. =D and the top the noob face. just so loving it..

may i love you? yes may i love u! =D

2009-03-07T02:32:00.003+08:00

Everything started on the day we met. I can see that u are the one for me. Never did i expect it to come true. Dear may, we have been together for the past 3 months and its going to reach 4 soon. My feeling for you have yet to reach the limit. Days by days my feeling keep increasing and every moment we share become a memory for me. I am gifted to have you and i will never forget those wonderful moment we spend together. its just so nice to be around you.

Just to recall some of our moment. Remember the first trip to play pool? We end up going to 3 different places just to play pool and during the entire trip i am having so much fun. Even when i am just sitting next to you, talking to you. =)

The sentosa trip with my clique, the skyride incident, remember? after emphasize to you that u pls dont drop your slipper if not u cant get it back and the next second i drop it. lol. sitting beside u 2o feet above the ground, the feeling is just too great to describe.

The seoul garden dinner that we had. its so much fun, i have never experience so much fun when eating before. Eating with u this mian ming girl really increase my appetite a lot. Although i complain about pulling out the prawn shell for you and taking food for you but deep inside me i just love to do it for you.

The recent cycle trip we have. Even though most of things things we plan, we cant get it done but again it still so much fun to be with you. It had been so long since i am enjoying myself under the rain. & the noob you just keep complaining about it. you are so cute! =D After all we did enjoy ourself ya?

Finally those basic little things we do. Eating an ice cream cone and u stop me from buying 2. u told me to buy one so we can tian mimi share it. But in the end u end up fighting with me over it. LOL =D great fun. baby i just love u so much. thanks for being there for me. its just so great to know that u are with me =p i love u may! happy advance 4th month.

its just me

2009-02-26T21:13:00.004+08:00

damn the whoever bastard. right now i am feeling super pissed off and this faggot appear.
if u want to scold me come talk to me face to face. or whatever, stop being such a freaking shithead and come to my blog and scold me. trust me u wouldnt want to mess with me.

jus came back from malaysia not long ago. went to visit my grandma on saturday. and 2 of my sis came back from malaysia on sunday cause they got work. so left my parents and me in malaysia to take care of my grandma. yesterdae was the first time i really get close to my grandma. i help her massage while she lying down and going through extreme pain of the diaoshui process. her blood vien was too weak even for the needle. and she got to endure 3 attempt before its finally done. she was forseen by the doctor that she is going to leave the world soon. being a cancer patient is definetely a worst life in lives. she cant eat and spend the whole day laying down suffering from the pain and enduring it. what can we do except looking at her and praying that she will jus feel good. to be frank i am not a filia guy, i rarely visit her since she got that illess. but i really care for her its just that i feel that even if i am present its jus a presence and it will not help much.

today isnt such a good day. by right i shld be staying in malaysia till sunday but i came back today. because of lots of reason. however i regret, i shld have stay and accompany my mum and my grandma instead of coming back. i jus left my mum in malaysia alone with the 2 maid and my grandma because of some selfish reason. i really miss my gf and i want to meet her and also i don like to stay in malaysia, its hot and full of mosquitoes. when i came back to singapore i realise that what i plan out isnt so good.

too many incident, too many excuses and too many conflicts. sometimes i think though is it me or you? is it be me who keep finding fault, picking fight and demanding. or u who jus don feel what i feel? ya i agree that everyone do something for a reason. but really i don get the affection i want from u. times and times i keep having the feeling. once said and done cant compare with whats come naturally. am i really so suck that i cant even feel appreciated. or have i think and expect too much.

exam over~ vacation time

2009-02-18T19:40:00.003+08:00

ohleh. lOls. its SEM2 vacation.... All the way till 20th april which is my birthdae. lols. first day of sch is set to pon. okaes. about my exam. i think this sem gpa the most 2.5 worst 2 or maybe 1.9? not sure. its so WtF. today electronic my aim was to get 25/100. and its seem so hard to get it. maybe i am too dumb. but i think i wont repeat any modules this sem if things goes the way i presume. . lOls.

days are well spend in the past few months. spend most of my time with my ah may. haaha. & 2morrow will be our 3months together. ! =D ! the 2nd month we went to eat seoul garden. and ah may exposed out her main ming, which is noodles life. she kept eating the mee sua thingy. lOls. and then whatever she don like eg like those vegetable she will threw it to me. and say its healthy. WTfAAaaa. and thats not all yet. she keep forcing me to pluck out those prawn shell for her. and she enjoy the meat. lOls!. but i really enjoy the time dining with her.

the most recent trip is our valentine day. haha. a day bfore valentine we went to sing k in arena. from 9 till close to 4am? back home and the next day to town. Its my first valentine day that i am attached and in town i think. the previous valentine day i jus stay at home and rot. lOls. and the streets are filled with loving couple wearing couple tee. its such a wonderful atmosphere down there. and there are so many vendor that sell roses and gift. i wanted to buy her the roses but she insists not to. and be really persistent about it. at once moments when i am close to buying it she pull me all the way back. LOls. she said its a waste of $. hahaha. so nice ah. my wonderful gf. and for this valentine day she bought me a pair of havaianas from urban male. i wanted that for very long le. thanks babe!~ and i bought her a bag she is aiming for oso. haha. =D

here are somethings about love . its a email that my friend send me. nice phrase and sentence. =D

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you', but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

yeah thats all . =D

swt cake =]

2009-02-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

HIHI!~ hmmmm. sem 2 is coming to the end. and as usual my result suck i think. this sem i think will be worst if not the same gpa as last sem. 2.7 . lol. my worries is on next week monday math. its a killer. HELP.... and 2morrow is a tough day. one practical and another theory mechanic test. then later oc presentation. hopefully i wont screw up.

today is a fine day. meet may and she gave me a surprise. she baked cakes for me! =DDD
thats so nice of her. hahaha. thats my first self bake cake i received and oso the first time she bake it. =D i love her! wonderful gf, u are the best. sometimes its my fault too i am too demanding and xiaoqi. pls forgive me. lets work hard for out future =) its nice to be around u.

and i ate the M.. i ate may. lol. sian shld have take a pic before eat it. its so nice and swt dear! thanks!~~~~

am i being too selfish?

2009-01-21T20:21:00.003+08:00

HI people. long time nvr blog. hmmmm. life for me its great nw. My world are filled with joy. everyday i woke up, i remember those times that keep me happy and also enjoying that fact that the special someone is still with me. =] despite that there are still conflict somehow. i think the problem lay in me mostly.

i think i am kind of self centre, those kind that is so selfish and really hate to lose type. what worst is everytime when others need to be care by me i always hurt them instead. i got short fuse too whenever i see someone who is sad it make me feel worst. and oso more irritated. i wan to care! -.- whats wrong with me.

i wan to spend time with her. i don mind spending 8/10 of my life with her. Really, there isnt a time when my mind lost sight of her. and i hope that my eyes could too. but u knw life isnt so simple. Project, sch work, peers, family and on and on. so many restriction. its not like we are in a fairy tale where everythings could work out for us.

recently i am feeling kind of mood swing. i got exams that i don knw a single shit and i am still behaving like i can get A for it. . .. . i cant study now because cny is coming. everything i revised will be gone after cny i think. ya and for cny i most likely will be in malaysia for the first few. after cny i am going to work hard definetely.

i need to be needed.
after all u are still my precious one. =]

may my love =]

2008-12-26T02:36:00.004+08:00

=D hmmm. Although there are times we dont agree with each others. There are times that we both feel bad. There are times that we feel hurt. But there isnt a time that i don feel the love. lets us built up an island of ours =D i love u .

HI peOPle! picture tell everything ya? i am moving on to the next stage of my life. and i am loving every single moment of it. but schs and presentation are killing me. i think for this sem i will be a really dead shit. bless me to get a gpa of at least 2.7 pls! =D its late now got to slp. nite pEeps!

jus get started.

2008-11-21T20:50:00.002+08:00

~ HELLO.. a memorable week have pass, spending most of my time with a wonderful person. wednesday was another extrodinary day. went to Suntech city mall straight after sch. after i reached there its was raining so heavily. kns -.- my perfect plan nearly spoiled due till unexpectable obstacles ! hahaha. however its still went on smoothly. HENG =D and ya, went to watch a horror movie. the title is call REC? and i thought its was recon. and i asked the cashier, can i have recon movie tickets. she was like do u mean the movie Record? lOl. =.= and i rate this movie so so luh. just like playing a game filming an event filled with gruesome character. someone beside me keep scaring me rather than the movie itself. lOls. and the someone =x u know who i am refering to =D she is very noob in pool and despite that she still like to say WATCH ME a lots while playing. LOL! her favourite food is muthu curry, this is so unique.

awwww, next week will be a busy week that is full of projects and presentations. siannnnnx ahhhhh. but because there is the presence of her its will be fun! =D
BYE ~

=DD

2008-11-21T00:32:00.001+08:00

I LOVE EVERY SINGLE DAY. ITS SEEM SO SHORT TO ME ~ HEHE.

=x

2008-11-19T08:39:00.000+08:00

=)

2008-11-16T01:16:00.003+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII----- i have a great day today . . . all thanks to miss noob. lOlls. & i need to thanks her again for travelling such a long distance from sekang to bl. haha. and somehow we share loads of common points and interest. ^^ instead of going 2 jp library to do revision we went to eat prata. cause i am simply too lazy to bring books around. haha.

after eating went to watch hsm3? quite late o. haha. & for her its like the 3rd time she watched that. but she still so nice to acc me ! i am touched. we proceed on to play pool. went to 3 area jus to find a pool centre because both arena and je have closed down. hahaha .. and while travelling that time we keep looking out for sexayye yeah. and i think her mind is corrupted with them. HAHAAH!

overall a fun day! =D nice daya ahead.

retarded

2008-11-14T17:25:00.005+08:00

RETARDED MORON SHITHEAD, this is for u. there is this guy name QUA HIONG YONG WHO behave like an insane in my blog. he like to tag using names like minghuat and kimleong asking about silly stuff and act as a gay shit. he is 17 and is from jjc yet he behave like a bloody silly gay boy. despite telling him to be more mature and stop his craps he still continue to do so and so i have to come out with a solution. one more time i see your gay tag. your BLOODY IDIOTIC face will appear in my next post. =) i repost this becos he tag again.

=_=

2008-11-13T00:25:00.004+08:00

! like seriously what am i doing. almost everyday i got this mindset that i need to study and do some self revision because i am lagging way behind others. but in the end i always cant get things done. and what worst is my time are all wasted. i don knw how i spend them its jus like breathing in and out. . . . .

i am giving myself a one week break. to settle down..... monday i skip the morning modules, tuesday a normal day then wed and today i didnt even go sch at all. only for gem? i oso don knw what makes me goo for the gem lesson. i think my brain is sot that i cant make decision properly. even if i go my mind will not be there. i find myself dazing now and then. and i get caught during morning itoe lesson on monday. the lecturer lecture me and say he will excuse me if its my birthday. zZzZZ its so random -.- whats wrong with my birthday, y he need to mention it~

ok enough of my self updates. . . its is sure that i will screw up all my modules if this continue. next week i hope i really can concentrate in my studies and settle down.!. PLS....

tuesday went to bl and eat the best nasi lemak with pri sch clique. and then proceed on to basketball court to slack? mmmm.. and yA,my eyes got a serious problem. whenever i drink or eat at nite i will get swollen eyes the next morning... damn. i think my liver got problem. i went to see the doctor for so many times about my eyes and yet he said its normal. F him.

=S

2008-11-10T23:44:00.006+08:00

HEY. alright. here is the post. i got short fuse nowadays.... and thats so unusual from me. work at jp yesterdae and i get pissed again. a BANGALA. hmmm. as usual there are lots of them and so they had to wait. and among the group there is a very guailan one. he ask me a question and i dont understand. he said : brat brat brat? i replied what brat? i dont understand you. then the guai lan one came and tell him i dont understand english and shake his head -.- zZzzZz ITS LIKE WTF! I DON UNDERSTAND ENGLISH SIOL!!!!! ... thats not all yet. then he diao me somemore. then he ask my colleague but no one understand. I really cant stand it. and i get so aggitated that i wanted to scew him. wha. i really feel like throwing shit on him. then i tell him so u know how to read hUh. and he really manage to read out a sentence so i got nothing to say. i keep staring at him until he don dare to look at me. and when he is leaving that time he compliment my hair colour by a thumb up signal. zZZz thats cool me down a little...

on top of that there were still more. i sorts of argue with the in charge. some kind of boss down there. i mean she is too demading and she pin point the mistake to us like its entirely our fault which i dont think i play a single part of it at all. i got my reason thats y i am so persistent to emphasize the facts even though i go against her. AND i am glad about it. in the past i think i would jus take up the burden but for now i cant. in the end i think i somehow talk over her. but in life i still think there are a lots more aspect to improve for my character. its long over and i think i really shld get =( a life of my own. thats my dislocated thumb injury in the late april. i am being random....

low...

2008-11-05T23:22:00.007+08:00

i am really freaking unhappy. & i seriously need a break.
i can predict whats going to come next. the suayness that i
had predicted is coming closer to me as each day pass by.
i don think i can remain as optimistic as i could have done in the past.
everything start from the car tyre accident. i don feel the motivation
anymore. now even my ez link card get corrupted out of the sudden.
still need to spend time doing useless stuffs and facing craps that keep
coming my way. i need a life of my own. -.- zZZ everythings is making
me pissed...

=)

2008-11-05T01:57:00.002+08:00

for the sake of a bigger picture. i am trying to minimize conflict. just a few words to whoever that label me bastard. words does come cheap if u are cheap, u can say whatever u want but those words that came out of your mouth reflect your character well.

i think i am bring too egoistic at times. thats why so many things have slipped through me. i could have handle situation a bit better. i seeked your advice and i hope i am right.

O_O

2008-11-04T23:34:00.006+08:00

i am not trying to be mean here. but then i just saw someone who label me a bastard. i need to clarify. i thought that commotion ended yesterdae. but since he want to continue then i shall jolly well entertain him. u will sure get body contact while playing basketball? even if i am extremely violence that day, u just need to tell me. its not as if i wont apologize. there is no such need to act like a big fuck and scream like u have just lost your dick. i don need to accomodate u in the way u play. get this straight not happy its your big fcuking business. don act mature when u are beyond childish.
stupid sissy.

-.- ---> =(

2008-11-03T23:25:00.005+08:00

couple here and there. running round and round. smiling face to face. walking from town to town. lOls. its so nice to have someone there for u that care & be there whenever u need it. hmmm. i try to walk out of the imaginary path. and i am rather pissed that i cant. the attempt is made. lets bygones be bygones. onee things i know its whenever i recalled , i can feel the misery of not having u by my side. the hurt is inevitable but i am glad that its not till the limit yet...

i know that i am having mood swing lately. one moment i can be rather happy and then extremely pissed. that makes me an eccentric person. no one can read what action i will take next, and this is me.

ok let me ask u guys. what happened if a friend of yours smack u? i mean i am not being petty but sometime i just don know what is the right things to do. people do things out of a moment of folly and so i shall forget it. but to me if it is once its alright. but when it happened more than once i treat that as an insult. and i cant stand it. llolls. i will definitely do something out of the ordinary me. this is just an example.

u can picture thaat example as others scenario in life. i cant define the exact action i will do next because i am rather retard. so in the end my past is always the best to admire compared to the present. anythings offensive its just means that i am being defensive.

today is a so so day? i am Dead tired. i need a long sleep.............. got into some commotion during training today. but that end today i supposed? nice day ahead. zzZ nite..

i am still ALIVE O_O

2008-11-03T01:54:00.011+08:00

HEY~ first congrats me that i am back home safely! its an extreme day for me~ i will cut short the post because 2morrow i still need to go sch at 8AM! kk.. went to work at geylang. not to sell my butt nor go buy butt. its for singtel. haha. and after work huiren send us back home by his car. and half way through the trip his car tyre pon chek --. its freaking dangerous ! its like we are at belestier road there and then its at express way. which mean those vehicles were travelling at a very fast pace. then in the middle of the road the TYRE PON CHEK. the car got to stop at that moment going against all the dashing cars. ... . .. . .. AND WE MANAGE TO LAND safely.. wooohOOo.

its our first time fixing the tyre and so it took us quite a huge effort and time. lOls. so after replacing it with an extra tyre, we were delighted. haha. and then we start to set off again. here come the SUAY part. the 2nd tyre PON CHEK AGAIN. WTH! and another extreme moment. LUCKY ENUFF we still manage to park the car at the side of the road without any cusualty. u wont know the feeling of it! its can never be express by word. even if can i think my standard of ang moa will make it seem like no big deal. but SERIOUSLY its freaking holy DANGEROUS. plus its extremely cold too with all the lightning vehicles passing by, making the situation even morre scary.

so we waited for like 11 till 2am? in the end the fixed tyre de guy came and fixed it and he also longban me home because he stay near jurong. home swt home. ok going to slp now. dead tired... GD NITE =D

lol. the last pic i think i look like a dead pig and i got huge butt... look so disgusting. ^^

bad busy day~ am i weak? -.-

2008-10-31T00:13:00.006+08:00

YO~ today is a not nice onee. hmmmm..... woke up late today, around 11? and bath then head to school. and during my 10min break time i went to eat a da bao and some kaya bread with a cup of hot tea. thats the only food i ate for the entire day bfore i reach home.
sch end around 5 and headed straight to the basketball court for training. we run, pull, jump and sprint.. its like too much for me i guess. FRANKLY SPEAKING i am not weak till this extend. but i feel terrible after the last sprinting part.

this is the first time i feel such an impact on me. i thought i am going to faint. serious~~~ lOls. i had never faint in my whole life and i don wan to break history. and luckily i didnt. but at that moment of time, right after the last sprint. i barely got enough strength to walk back. so in the end i isolate myself from my teammate and rest in the clubhouse. AND when i sat on a chair my left leg become completly numb. as in with pain that kind of numb. the pain is like the muscle contracted and completly squeeze into a lump. O_O but i didnt scream because there is still people in the club. hahaha. and i am not gay boy, i still maintain my sporty image. . . . lOls....

its still not the end yet. i vommited -___________- its like crap!!!!.~ i cant belive i am so weak till i vommited. hahaha! i didnt drink nor eat a lot and i vommited! -.- its sour, it must be the yoghurt drink. however that didnt stop me from drinking. after the trg i went to seven11 and buy the mango one and finished it in bus..

ok! i think i am going for a change. i want to pierce my ear cum dye my hair. not ah beng but i just feel like doing it. . . . . if nothing go wrong i will do it all by this weekend. =D AND 2morrow i am going for a haircut again. hahaha. i keep going and the length of my hair still remained. but 2morrow i promised i going to make it long cum spike. HOPEFULLY... bye~~

yougurt and yoghurt.

2008-10-29T15:55:00.003+08:00

HI! ok strawberry yoghurt smoothie taste gd too. but mango yoghurt smoothie is the BEST~ and now then i realise i have always been spelling yoghurt as yougurt... and amazingly no one had ever correct me bfore. lOls. ok so my favourite drink is mango yoghurt smoothie. =D

today gem is great!~ =DDD although i play a stupid game but i still enjoy the process. hahaha.

I WANT MYSELF TO BE ON EMOTION AND NOT LOGIC........... another random post.~ byeeee..

MANGO

2008-10-28T21:24:00.002+08:00

TRUST ME. i seriously love it.

i think i am going to drink it everyday.

O_o

2008-10-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

HIHIHI. this is a random post. out of the sudden i feel like posting after having my mac spicy dinner. okaes. i just came back not long ago. went to singapore poly to play basketball. today i am extremely hype up while playing. i don know why either, i just feel like jumping and running. the urge is strong and i hope this can go on. the passion for basketball nvr end! lOl.

zhen zheng de ai shi bu qiu huai bao de.

ok i think my hanyu pinyin suck. lOls. but this mean = there is no worth it or not in a relationship?

ok RIGHT! & how can i find a bu qiu huai bao de ai . . . HAHAHA. -.- this is random.

ok here is a picture of protraying i am finding zheng zhen de ai. .. . . . . .. . . lOl

quiz

2008-10-25T19:16:00.010+08:00

tagged by lester and felicia.
1. Do you have secrets?
no?
2.Would you fall in love wif a girl younger than you?
ya! age range from 16-22?
3.Do you enjoy going school?
not really. but i enjoy hanging out with friend.
4.What would you do wif a billion dollars?
i will use the $ and throw at people who i dislike and give it to those that i like but this is after i bought all the things i want.
5.Will you fall in love wif ur best friend?
no? most of my best friend are guy.
6.Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loved someone?
being loved by someone
7.List 5 favourite movies.
harold and kurmar
shall we dance
dark knight
so far only this 3
8.If the person you secretly liked is alrdy attached,what would you do?
i will refrain from involving with her.
9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
get praise and compliment? =)
10.Do you hab any regrets?
yea.. loads.
11.How would you see yourself in 10yrs time?
a steady man
12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
most important people means one only? if one its my mum. if can have many its my family and friends.
13.What kind of person do you think the person tagged you is?
lester-very passionate basketball player and a friendly dude. lOls.
felicia- hmmm! tough surface but brittle inside? & look cool cum dao but she is friendly. and etc etc. nice people. haha.
14.Would you rather b single & rich OR married but poor?
single and rich. becos for me if i am poor i wont get married.
15.What is your favourite colour?
white
16.Would you gib all in a relationship?
at the start no? if i think its worth it then will.
17.If you fall in love wif 2 person simultaneously,who would you pick?
ehhh the person who like me the most.
18.What are the top five countries on ur to go list?
taiwan,japan,korea,england and america.
19.Do you prefer being a single or having a relationships?
having a relationship...... =D
20. 5 people that i had tag??
valerie
how chwen
mei ting
sophie
yunhui

just a little bit

2008-10-21T19:27:00.002+08:00

HI! ~ woke up early today. and went to sch with xiaodi. i eat rasin bread cum cheese for breakfast. and i nearly vommit out in bus...... =p because xiaodi too gentle le. lOls. and today lesson was alright. jus another mundane day. =)

someone told me something that i didnt wish to hear. and i did not know why he mention it to me. its doesn concern me anymore. so just get lost - thanks.

clubbing - - - - -

2008-10-18T15:37:00.005+08:00

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yO! i jus wake up from a tiring but fun day. =D yesterdae my family went back to malaysia and for me i went clubbing. DXO at around 10? and we are the early birds. there are so little people inside, about 30. -.- its damn bored. and so we slack till 11.20 and finished a few drinks and then proceed on to st james power station.

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luckily its packed down there. not really a lot of them but at least its quite occupied. was in the club all the way till 4am. hmmm. i think i am good at drinking. ^^ because i just could not get the effect. haha. although that day i had drank about 4 glasses of whisky and one tiger. i cant even feel the highness.
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i think i need to learn some really cool dance move. lOls. if not i will be seen as william hung. i wan to be ricky martin. haha! maybe during the next long vacation i am going to pick up dance lesson. anyone interested? xD i did dance yesterdae but i simply cant feel that i am enjoying -.-
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i am alone at home again and i am going to dapoa my feast! ;p ok thats about it....................

girls over guys

2008-10-17T14:38:00.005+08:00

first week of sch had passed. everythings seem better than sem1. however, i still don enjoy sch as much as i thought i would. ok here are those things i am glad about :

1) no more dwelling about the past
2)travelling to sch with new peeps
3)gems

123)and etc =D

1) i get a clearer picture of what i really want. =)

2) ya. hz and xiaodi makes my day. lOls.

3) i met my friend's bf and we both click well. i feel that he is one that i enjoy talking to. lOls. but i am not gay pls -.-

okok! for today either i am going back to malaysia or go clubbing.. i still have not decide which one to pick. but most likely i will like to have a visit to a club rather than going to malaysia. so long since i last went there. xD BYE!

hairstyle!

2008-10-11T15:35:00.008+08:00

..................................................this is a new haircut.

yO! i jus came back from a haircut. and belive me when my mum get home she will kill me. lOls. this is the 3rd haircut for this holidae, i think. and everytime i tell her i am back from a haircut she wont belive me. and when i finally convinced her by showing her the reciept. she get mad at me. lOls. so i better keep my mouth shut this time.

my left foot still have not recover yet. T_T this is horrible. and i don feel like going out because of the pain. ahhhhhh! despite that i am still going to town later to shop for my new outfit for the start of sch. nvm i think it will recover by then when sch start if not i think i need a visit to the clinic again...

BYE!

chalet

2008-10-10T18:53:00.004+08:00

reached the chalet area about 11.40pm and the time we set off its like 9pm?.. what happened during the trip there is moron. -.- meet hz at lakeside and then irene at pasiris interchange. And together we went to wait for bus 354 to travel to downtown east. the first 2ominutes of waiting was quite okaes. we jus chit chatted and waited for the bus to come. then things starts to get wierd as we found out that right beside us there were already 3 buses no 348 that went by. so hz tell me to ask one of the bus 348 driver is bus 354 still for service?. and the 4th one came and i did what i was told. the indian woman told me ya there is. and her assurance make us wait for another 30minutes. it took us 3ominutes more to realised that the bus we are waiting for will only arrived at 7am 2morrow as the last for that day was 10pm. -___-"

okaes! then as a good human being i suggested that we shall go and reveal the surprising facts to those victim that are still waiting for the nvr gonna come bus. and then together the victim clan walk out of the bus interchange and towards downtown east. oOoOoH and here come the hao ren you hao bao logic! there is this lady that initiate to take a cab there and told us that its going to be her treat for the 3 of us. we reach our destination and this lady took out a 50bucks note to the driver and it was kanna rejected. reason : because he had no change to return.... and still as a really good human being i came to the rescue and paid for the cab fees. ok i know i am praising myself ^^ AND so here is the moral of the story

1) lance is a nice guy

2)drivers for the day is horrible

3)its an interesting trip to pasiris

chalet is quite fun to me watching them doing the extreme thingy to lester. lOls. and oso the nightwalk into the red house. however this is making me feeling weak and tired now. . . . . & i a part of my left foot is injured. i felt the hurt and pain even while walking.. zzzZZ. and as for my right foot i got abrasion on it. i think i will wait for my auto regeneration recovery to start working by itself and not to the doctor. i don wan to waste $ and time. lOls. AND I AM SORRY FOR BEING RUDE JUST NOW. because i simply need to slp and oso i am having a hard time walking so i rejected my mother invitation for a meal out because today is my parent marriage anniversary. and my attitude really sucks when i get pissed.... so now i am alone at home blogging T_T..

FOOD

2008-10-08T16:12:00.008+08:00

HELLO! my gems is fixed. it will be 5)Know Your Temperament Blends.! lol. eh i dont knw y at the very last minute i decided to take this gem. mmmm.. maybe because i can get to understand my strength and weakness? this is stated by them. i hope it is'nt white lie. frankly speaking the only strength i possessed now its being able to eat a lot. thats the only strength i can think of.

speaking of which, lets post something about what i have eaten today. ok there are 3 combo feast which i invented myself.

feast1) laska cum chicken rice cum waffles.

feast2) lor mee cum chia fan cum tao suan.
feast3) kfc shroom meal cum duck mian cum da mai.

today i ate feast1) with a bonus bom bom cha cha. lOls. for this holidae 70percent of my lunch is like this. and i still cant see any effect. zZZz.. where does all the food gone to? i still weight 63kg.... my desire weight is 70kg for my height 178cm. come on i can do it! but its tough trying to maintain this rountine. As u knw i am not working and if i eat so much i will be a burden for my family. so pls give me gain weight before i get penniless.

hmmm. sch is starting, however i have a mixed feeling. i like sch but i dislike some part of it. ok lets be optismistic then! xD i want to go chalet today but 2morrow got basketball trg. zzzZ. ok thats all. CIAO!

GEMS

2008-10-06T19:24:00.012+08:00

HI! i woke up late today. in the end i missed everything. i miss an outing with my friends and oso cadc basketball training? lOls. . . okok wednesday i am chosing my gem modules. these are those that i am quite interested in.

1)Psychology and Counselling

2)Etiquette and Professional Image

3)Investigating Social Thoughts, Emotions and Behaviours

4)Scents, Cents and Sense

5)Know Your Temperament Blends.

ya! anyone want to be my classmate pls chose them accordingly. hehe.....

hmmmm. i came out with a few quotes that i find it meaningful.

as u all knw the most FAVOURITE NO 1 =

don assume u ask. don need to elaborate much. it just means that u got to ask me to clarify your thoughts about me and not assuming anythings about me, be it right or wrong.

even sugar can turn bad. its mean no matter how sweet your romance might be in the end it will still turn sour.

cant miss anything if u missed everything. ok this may sound like crap. but its still logical if u think through it.

There are times when things don't go your way but its you who decide how this is going to affect you - this is the master piece. eventually its still you who decide what to do next no matter how bad the situation is. if u think its fine to continue it will progress, if u think its time to end it. then it shall end.

=)

2008-09-30T17:41:00.006+08:00

yo! hihi. jus came back home. i am like a OR LANG ( BLACK human ) now. damn ! super dark and black. hmmmm. =( i don wan to be so tanned but no choice. recently kept staying under the sun. playing basketball, sentosa and etc.... hmmmm. went to gym and surprising saw my sec sch friends. they said that i had nvr been so dark before. much more worst than my sec 1 skin tone. . . . . now then i realise i am really dark. HELP! i don wan to look dirty T_T

okok so much about my skin tone. now lets post something a bit fresher. recently i get myself involved in webcam with a friend of mine in taiwan. and video call too... its like so fun can! this is my first time doing it. and i find it quite interesting. hahaha. i doubt anyone here uses webcam frequently. but try out when u got time, its fun! trust me. ^^

AND YESH somethings about my hair! i dislike my hair, so pong and round. i want to have spiky edge but not short in length. how? so i went to have a haircut not long ago. and in the end nothing much have change. the PONG is still there -.- and i am pissed. okokok i really need to do some real stuff. no more playing and slacking around. =)

eh here is something random. i like this picture. don ask why because i love peace. lol.

promoting

2008-09-24T21:38:00.001+08:00

http://www.youronline-fashions.blogspot.com/ this is my da sis blogshop.
lOls. she tell me to promote it for her. hahaha! females feel free to go in see.
if interested pls contact me!! XD kk! THANKS
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ball basket ! ~

2008-09-24T11:30:00.003+08:00

hihi! ~ yesterdae went back to sch, sp for basketball training? lOls. so long since i really get myself involved in this sports. months ago i chose not to participate in the bas trail because i think that my real interest and feel isnt there. but nw i think its time to start from basic?

due to the long term of not constanly excising, my stamina suck,shooting suck every basic sux! lOls. but nvm u always start from the worst to reach your best. i will tahan! yesh. and yesterdae trg was tough. i almost run out of breath with all those running. serious! i am WEAK =(

after trg its was like 9? then we went to swim for about one hour. haha. i dont knw how to swim. i jus soak in water. lucky i am tall. and i jump into the water without realising i only bring one pants. -__- in the end lucky one of the guy there got bring extra. HAHA!

okok. nice days. and everydae i am making new friends. its such a nice feeling. haha. camp many many friends. singtel job one ns guy. then basketball a few more guys. THIS IS GREAT! life goes on and on like this it will be enough for me. xD BYE~

CAMP =D

2008-09-21T12:49:00.000+08:00

HI! lol.. from 18 to 20 of sep i am in st john island. and i am enjoying myself every single minutes there. those people there are nice and friendly. i did quite a lot of things there that i had nvr done before. like first time tieing my hair like a freak and etc. that most enjoyable moment is while playing a burst balloon game. although i lost in the very end but i still enjoy the process. =D. and the things i dislike most is the oily and itcy feeling when playing the beach game. u cant miss anything if u missed everything. gt logic ya? kk. going to work again. random job for singtel. ~ i like camp.

zZz

2008-08-31T23:11:00.001+08:00

i just realised that my 2nd attempt basic theory test is yesterdae. practice too.~ and there goes my $ and time. GDI. GOD DAMN IT. -.-

cruise~!

2008-08-31T12:08:00.007+08:00

ok! i am back from cruise. its jus 3days and 2 nite. -.- last time when i went there i was restricted from the casino. Because i am young. and now finally i can go in. but its nothing to be happy about~! how i wish i am under 18. during that period of time in the casino i lose $500. this is the first time i lose so much money O_O greedyness play the main part of my lost. i am offically broke now. T.T ok its not that i am stupid or what. its just pure unlucky.

The minimum bet was 25bucks. and at first i got 8 of that bet. i nvr really gamble on my own. i just place my bet on other gamblers. after losing 200bucks i decided not to play anymore. but my dad gave me 50bucks to try my luck. ok i took the chance and in the end not only i win back my stake, i still win around 200bucks? then i start to get overconfident and addict to the game. overall i just lose without knwing i had lost close to 500bucks. then i stop because i am Penniless. zZZz. no not penniless still got leave around 10bucks. -.- not enough for one bet. what to do now? -______- i dont knw. nvm got to find a part time job to earn back my lost. what lost cannot be return. i deserve it.

okok. so much about gambling. now lets sum up my overall trip. its was fun, the food there were elysian. and its FOC. buffet style. bbq,chinese,western and etc. and the room is nice and cosy too. i want to bring my gf there. its will definetely be a wonderful trip for couple, not so much for family i think but its still fun. =D loads of romantic events and place to hang out. the next time i go there it will be with my gf. OK! and i will not lose so much $ again. ~

ya. it so lame to have a basketball and volleyball court on cruise. lOls.

cruise

2008-08-29T09:59:00.002+08:00

HIHI!~ now its holiday~ and as for the exam i think i screw up my last 3 paper. jus give me a pass i will be happy. ok later at 5pm i am heading towards cruise. so long since i last went there. and i will be back on sep1? lOl. 3 day 2 nite trip. okok nice days ahead =)

dead ._.

2008-08-22T19:07:00.002+08:00

ok! i am dead. how can i treat diameter as radius. BLOODY HELL. i think i will flunk my ematerial exam. zzzzZ. this afternoon i just have that paper. and its hard! only section one its easy but i make a grave mistake. i use diameter as radius! HOLY SHIT. 20marks gone? when i gt home i told my mum. its over. -_- i don want to repeat modules. AHHHH! wTf.

as for the other two modules, thermol fluids and etech i think i will do fairly well? it is jus about applying formula. ok i am in an eccentric mood again. 2morrow going sentosa even though monday got exam ? tues too. but hack care!~ i need to relive stress~

cooling

2008-08-12T19:23:00.003+08:00

the weather is cooling. and its the best time to slp. thats y i nvr go sch today. but its not that i had overslept. its because i am too lazy. zZz. basically i spend the whole afternoon slacking at home. & i went to gym and nw jus got back home. i am worried for my exam. damn, i jus don wan repeat any modules. thats my target for this sem exam.

AND YA damn my clique -.- they going sentosa without me on 22 when i am still having exam. zzZ thats the problem, when i am in sp and all of them are in np. AHhhHhh! kns. how i wish everythings can be back to the start again when we are making our choices of which course to take.

i think i am destined to get isolated. 4 of them, 2 pair of couple and i am the lightbulb. ._. they are going to tioman on 27,28 & 29. without me. not they nvr ask me. its because i don wan to be a lightbulb. i sacrificed myself for them. what a great friend. lOls. then another group of clique, all are from np. wtf and their exam end before mine. then its like diaO - _____- NVM. thats life. !~

its brand new

2008-08-09T22:44:00.007+08:00

lOls. ok. long time since i last take pic of myself. i think thats some gay habit. lOls. anw it dosen harm when u do it once in a long time. and ya i found out that i got small eyes. and i dont like it. so for my pic i always try to open my eyes wide. lOl. =D hmmm. ya i jus get a new haircut and also a new haircolour. and i am statisfied with it. GREAT DAY and busy day.. a summarize of today, slp at 8am woke up at 12 then went to bath and then to jp for a haircut. after that accompany andy to buy some stuff and back home. got home go out again its like in out in out, so many trip. some are worthless though. lOls. and u owe me a favor ! remember. lOls. =D ok bye happy day.

national day

2008-08-09T13:03:00.003+08:00

i just woke up. came back home this morning at 8am. yesterdae went to town cascandan karaokae at 11pm and sing till like 3 plus? after that walk all the way to cini and catch a lame movie. -.- the center of the earth? not recommended. its too unrealistic and too much of coincidence. hmmm. and so we took an early train home. its was fun! =D for today, i think i am going for an haircut and also i want to dye my hair. then going out again with pri schs clique! okok. BYE people. happy national day.

mad char bo

2008-08-07T23:31:00.003+08:00

lets post something about yesterday. at pioneer mall kou fu, 3 of my friend and i encounter a siao char bo. i think she is in her 30s and was with her daughter. while we were happily talking about crap and this woman is trying her best to squeeze out of her seat.

-.- i mean she can jolly well just say an excuse me and my friend will move in a bit for her to get out. But she didnt. and what is bad is she pushed the chair so hard that it actually hit my friend chair and pushing him towards the table. so my friend lecture her and say why cant you say excuse me? and she replied. Y not say you are fat instead?

that is so GL. i mean my friend isnt fat, he is like a bamboo. and not only she retorted back, at the same time she still keep pushing the chair back. my friend got so worked up that he stood up and seem like wanted to bash her. the fight is prevented as we stop him from laying his fist on this shitty woman.

then this moron woman still insist on picking trouble even when she is leaving, she pushed the chair back purposely again and walk out in a manner like she had just won a war. lOls. such a mad woman.

hmmm. its 08.08.08 now! friday. what a day? hope it will be nice for me =D

pissed ~

2008-08-05T20:59:00.003+08:00

a long day , went to je library to do some self revision. ( i like the place ) & i had a hard time figuring out what the craps is thermol fluids about. -.- spend 2 long hours to finally understand one steam question. while i was thinking real hard and being super fed up on how to solve it, my mum called. she asked me where i was and i told her studying. her replied : STUDY AGAIN! DON BLUFF! HOW CAN ALWAYS STUDY STUDY STUDY. zZz. at that moment i was greatly pissed, i mean i even get scolded for studying?

my mood got worst while waiting for the bus at jp. 3 buses 243 have drive pass me for the freaking 20mins and the damn 193 still missing. and there is this botak that give me a gay smile out of the sudden that caused me to feel more annoyed. i was like 10min earlier than him and yet he got into the bus before mine came and still smile. and i just wish that the bus uncle fuck it.

on the way towards home i tell myself, forget it. don mention about what my mum said earlier as it does not benefiets both of us. BUT the urge of proving i am right force me spoiled it. in the end i still express it out in an awful way. and my mum know that its her fault but i felt remorse for being rude to her. zZZ. overall its a below average day for me.

?

2008-08-03T23:51:00.003+08:00

hmmm. what is happening to my surrounding? things start to get serious and complex. i dont have the courage to face it. problems come one after another. ok top priority is my grandma health and as for the others i dont wish to be involved anymore. but its kind of inevitable... is it necessary to spend time into it? give me a clear mind please and lead me a correct path. and i don know what to do for my grandma? i think i am unfilial.

grandma

2008-08-02T02:18:00.003+08:00

hmmm. watched the movie money not enough 2 not long ago. its kind of better than what expected? and it did actually prompt me that there are something more important to care for. my grandma, she was affected by the cancer for years. and its like recently the cancer cell worsen? and she is expected to survive for less than 6 or 7 month. ok frankly speaking i am not really close with her. however she is my grandma and i do care for her. but i am really suck in expressing myself. i don knw what to talk to her as in i am afraid of saying wrong stuff. and i jus don feel comfortable talking to her because its seem wierd. NO MATTER WHAT I DO CARE. and i pray hard for her health. i hope i can make her happy maybe by buying her herbal tea ? ahhhhh.. to make matter worst the movie also protrayed similiar stuff. talk about parents sacrificing for their kids and what they get back in return. YA, we all got our problems but when u compare it with something more severe the things we are whining and mad about its nothing but a piece of craps. decide for yourself which is more important and follow your trust. u don have to care what others say. what more important is u yourself and still YOU.

so for my conclusion. Appreciate the presence of those important before its gone. because only the present let u show your appreciation, the past and the future dont. ^^,

O_O

2008-08-01T15:03:00.004+08:00

ok! after talking to someone nice i feel clearer about whats really wrong with me. and really i am optimistic now. =D and i jus view a blog which is like inspiring !!! .... there is this girl which post about she gave up her bf for someone else? and her ex still kind of miss her at times? and she also show her feeling out with another post that she miss him too? then something out of unexpected happened. her ex came and scold her for a post. that post was about her ex friend stole something and kanna caught but she nvr mention its her exfriend, she just list out his name and commented its shamful. then her ex came and tag : don insult my friend, u r not fit to scold him. and seriously u make me puke when i c u. ITS LIKE WHAO?! and the best is yet to come he say she is the worst gf he ever had. hmmmm. ok i shld not care so much about their business. but then its really so wtf. i mean i don even have a gf to appreciate and yet he can scold her in the tag for the public to see because of something like that?! he really don knw how to appreciate. ok after viewing that blog i get an outsider view. lOls. its interesting.

ok ok. as for today i am going to aware that what i am going to do next. no more slacking around and do nothing. lOls. going to gym and after that catch a movie with sec sch pals? i am going to live my life fruitfully with simple stuff like this. ^^ k bYe!

Awake

2008-08-01T00:15:00.005+08:00

HI peeps. ok i did something really idiotic again. and i promised this will be the last time to be a moron. the memory jus keep flashing back whenever i saw those stuff in my room. =) so i start to think again. and jump to conclusion that what if this is lie that is truth and etc. afterall i am the only retarded that is thinking. and i want nothing but the truth? but i think i already knw it long ago. just that i am keep denying and do not want to face the fact? lOls. i realise my foolish and yesh so i finally make up my mind. memory will not vanished but at least i could destroyed everything that provides that. msgs and etc. okokok sorry for the headace i cause and there goes my last attempt.

typical wed _I_

2008-07-31T02:12:00.004+08:00

(^^ , ) another day had passed. what i have done? wednesday, this is the only day that i feel that i am still studying for this week. monday went for 2hour modules only, tuesday self set holiday and thurs no sch. zZz. poly seem so slack but no, actually its very stressful. With all those alien modules we are destined to be dead if we nvr study on our own. and exam is coming in 2 weeks time. come on? pls don let me repeat any modules..
almost 3/4 of the year had passed. looking back this is really an awful year for me. gd times came bad time stay. lloll. thats the summary of my life. endure one quarter more! come on, the best is yet to come.... =D

its fresh~

2008-07-28T19:35:00.009+08:00

hi! peEps. this is my new blog. and as for the old one. i decided to isolate it. i must destroyed those bad memory, to live a better life. yesterday slept at 3+ and today woke up at 11? as usual i skip the thermol fluids modules. its useless i don knw what he is teaching. so its a wise choice to stay at home. and so for today i went to sch at 3 for cp after that went to meet ch at je for a few game of pool. and i pay nothing for it as usual xD. but today performance was really bad, i won it by luck. after that he was rushing like a mad dog back to jp. 2morrow one hour of math lesson? i don think i will go. lOls. at home zZz again.

darkknight

2008-07-25T18:21:00.004+08:00

darkknight was a classic! go watch if u have not. the movie define the selfishness of people.
destroyed all the things that provides memory, thats the only way to put yourself in a better situation. its dumb, don let the feeling take u. people are nice when they need you and when they think that there is no such need, u are jus a nuisance. don lose yourself in the process of desperation.